Kaito's hand tensed within Conan's small grasp, but he didn't pull it away. His hand was trembling again, his whole body was.

"He wasn't trying to make me scream..." His voice wavered. "He was trying to open me. Make me helpless."

A burst of self depreciative laughter burst forth.
"He wasn't trying... he did. I was completely his mercy." Kaito choked back a sob. "He knew everything about me. He was just toying because he's bored."