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There is a Kazuha in a black suit today. She looks like she could be yakuza ~~or a turk~~. She might be a bit odd, especially combined with the fact she's got a katana and a tanto blade.

The rage is probably more familiar.

"I do not need this right now! I have ta talk ta the scary snake almost god thing about the scary bear pervert one!" And shouting at the ceiling in the lobby. And glaring. Lots of that.

"...I know ya can hear me! I'm not even in a special room!"

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[ ... which brings up the point that Roy needs to tased. ]

--What?! How'd that happen?!

[...yes he does.]

When Izaya took her symbol! He took it and disappeared somewhere and her influence was everyone and it never went away from me and I keep doin' stupid thin's!

When did that happen? How'd he get her symbol?

About ten days ago. I...I think it was down with Guardian, or somethin' because it hit all of us in Ophiuchus and it made Guardian really mad when we were all actin' on impulses!

[And oh god, the impulses. She...kind of goes really pale.]

[ fffuuu, just taking this all in ]

[Wants to tell, but also doesn't, and ffffffffffffffft]

[PROBABLY THE MOST SCARED YOU'VE EVER SEEN HER. Aside from that time she saw you had died.]

[ wait which time-- i mean

pulling her into a hug ]

[WHY ARE YOU HUGGING ME, I AM A HORRIBLE PERSON AND FFFF, I AM GONNA HAVE TO DO THIS AGAINST IN SABRA LA TAU, I KNOW WE WON'T REMEMBER STUFF, THIS IS GONNA SUCK]

[And just....gonna kind of burst into tears because it's all gonna be horrible and it's probably gonna happen twice. )=]

[ AT LEAST IN SABRA, HE'LL KNOW ABOUT IZAYAHAPPENINGS

patting her back ]

[That...may make it easier?]

I'm a horrible girlfriend...

[ poss.ibly ]

What, why would ya say that?

Blaze and I...we were both affected, and I...

[ wait give him a second to connect the dots. . .

okay there we go

his expression pretty much reads that Blaze is going to be in for some pain ]

We just-it SHOULDN'T have happened, we both know it, but everythin' was weird and he was bein' all charmin' and he's always been so nice ta me and...

[Yeeeeeah, just gonna cry now.] I'm sorry!

[ yep you are getting pulled into another hug ]

I didn't want to betray yer trust, it was stupid, I should have been stronger...

I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry.... [And she just keeps repeating it, clinging to him because she does just feel like the most horrible person.]

[ He's not saying anything, just holding her close to him, letting her get it all out. ]

[It'll be a while. She's been freaking out about it ever since it happened and it hasn't gotten easier as time went on, and once the dam broke, there really was no other way to calm down besides getting it out of her system.]

[So she'd repeat the words until her voice started to crack after all the sobs, clinging to him tightly. Eventually, the mantra would stop and the crying would turn to more quiet tears and sniffles, though her grip wouldn't loosen just yet.]

[ His grip doesn't loosen either. He can be slow at times, but he knows when Kazuha is really hurting, and this is one of those times ]

[S-sob, why do you have to be such a good boyfriend. Guilt forever.]

I...I need ta get rid of her influence. I'm goin' ta keep riskin' stupid thin's if she sticks around in my head.

[ Because I am also your best friend ]

Whaddya want me to do to help?

[And this is why she loves you, bawww.]

I...Parrot says I should see if Guardian will do it...if...if it's likely ta mess with my job, I might be able ta get him ta. [H-has no idea, this is higher up Judge magic and all the bosses have been pretty moody.]

But if not, someone will have ta go inta my head or heart or somethin'. He was hintin' pretty strongly that I should tell a normal Blank before anythin'. I think because they can do thin's we can't.

Maybe Persona.

It...it might. Though he said someone just went inta his head ta help him...

[People in her Heart scares her, all right. Mind too, but hearts could make her go boom more it seems like.]

Whatever ya wanna do, I'll be there for ya.